getting back on

sorry guys for falling off the radar. i've actually been trying to keep up with my schedule, but in all honesty, it hasn't quite happened that way. i've been bumming on my ass reading and reading everyday. i dunno, just been caught in a mundane state lately. then after awhile, got myself to digging up everything everywhere and reorganizing like maaaad crazy. so that's been my main preoccupation.

kanha, i'm glad ur out there beyond ur cement walls. because, thinking of the whole compartamentalizing emo. path reminded me too much of some of my time back at berkeley. n i don't want to see u emotionally boxed up in the way that i was, i remember that state of being of mine all too well, n it does get unhealthy after awhile. however, knowing the core kanha, i entrust that it will remain only a temporary survival mechanism as mandated for the time being. =). so gimme a call whenever u want to open up the box =). i'm glad u called, it was nice hearing ur voice again. it somewhat confirmed that u weren't a figment of my imagination afterall.

mis kat., it was not a conspiracy on my part. i apologize that i had to do what i had to do. but it must be done. i've been embellished with too many gifts and it was all too kind. so i am not refusing but only contributing to the pattern of things. =). just being a rolling stone flowing along on the usual path. btw, i'm sorry i couldn't get back to u about the thai flick, FAN CHUN, tony robbed me of my phone for the day (containing all my numeros). but we will definitely pick up, i will find a subtitled version of it n we'll return to our movie nights.

so far my addiction has been books and dl-ed episodes of grey's anatomy, prison break, and scrubs. along with a few flicks here and there. once i get to it, i'll be sending snail mails. because i miss putting stamps on envelopes. this electronic world has put me into a manual world nostalgia. but until i manage to organize my space of living (can't quite call it room, for it is not that of my own), i'll be back on the regular radar again.

hey orawin, i wonder if we could do a webcasted karaoke. that would be fun. u must come down and impress. btw, i saw a flick that my mom was watching (well, a thai soap to be specific) that had this chic who reminded me of you. her name may be angie or something like that, i'll try to catch her name for u. but when i saw her, i kept thinking that she looked like someone i knew. n finally today, i realized that it was u. hahahaha.

okies shmokies. oh kanha, talking about morita (the sony ceo), reminded me of the fact that i was to read his biography someday (that was given to me by sony years ago); for some reason, i always envisioned him as a greedy man, but now that i've seen his quotes from you, i'm really considering the book. glad u mentioned it. =)

take cares all.