my hideout

this is where i've been hiding out....rather stalking everyone else:
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returning d is leaving

i know i should be posting but haven't done so. there's too much and always much more to blab on about. n u know when i do .... i go on and on. verbosity is an understatement when it comes to me.

nonetheless, for some reason, i feel like i have this yearning to speak to everyon and get in touch with everyone, now that i'm leaving. it's retarded. i'm always more motivated when i'm under pressure. i wish i can learn to hold onto my motivation as it comes and act on it as impulsively as i am with food and more food.

my life is scattered with priorities, and that in and of itself is ironic in every sense of the word, "priority". yeeeeah shmaes.

so i'm leaving the country in 2 weeks. n i'm going thru lots of reflection and personal growth, as always, but this is definitely one of the more defined milestones, if that makes any sense at all.

actually the one blog, i've updated is: otherasian.blogspot.com. i owe that one a touch. it's had only one post. i hope much of what i've done does not come to resemble me in all of my life. because i'm quite scattered. i get started on one thing, n then the next thing, i end up elsewhere, and it's another 100 years until i return to the first thing, but nonetheless, i returned. n that's what matters right????

i'm not quite sure if i'm completely satisfied with myself being that way, i'm sure it has its repercussions. but u know i have come to accept it. many of the goods and bads of me. but those things are never just the one thing. they're actually intertwined in so much of who i am and what i am. i'm all of it at once and they're not too far apart from each other, but not completely one thing either.

n i suppose i live on. and improvise. touch-up every so often, and someday it'll be the masterpiece i envisioned, or simply close enuf...for me n those i love :D

::prode blogger::

.... anyone still here??

plans?

the olympics are *over* ... ::sniffle:: .... i didnt get to see the last day of speed skating because i was out. bah humbug. but i saw the figure skating finals, poor cohen and slutskya.... so, i've decided we need to go to vancouver in 2010. who's in?

17+ hour drive, we can stop for coffee in seattle! and think about all the stalking potentials.... *muahhahahha!!*

winter time chuggin'

so i posted up our winter pics: http://www.flickr.com/groups/84488279@N00/

i also sent invites for all of ya to hop on boards and post up pics for all of us to engage in the fishbowl effect of your life. =D

aren't we just stalkerish?

sorry miss ya long time...

i lost my cell phone. well for the past few days. it's been almost a week goin' on two. so if any of u try to call me, call me at my home number. kanha has it.

maaan....i thought i was the only out of touch. but it seems like everyone else is bogged down too. =(

whatta poopers maan. or womaaan.

well, i have to figure out what to do next with my cell phone situation, cancel the contract altogether or what. but i really need to get the phone numbers. hopefully i'll dig that up in my address book. otherwise, i'll be knocking back on blogspot. =)

miss u all.

ello? ::tap tap::

hehe.... where is everyone? these blogs postings never seem to be very consistant... unless.... once i join, you guys abandon it! *gasp*

no, jk jk... but just wanted to drop a line to see how everyone's doing

I just had a great run at the gym. 3.75 in 40 mins! i know, no record broken.. but it felt good at the end. :-D so im seriously considering doing the san diego rock n roll marathon. anyone want to join me or come down for the party after the 26.2 miles? i think it's on jun 4...

i really want to do it... but 26.2 miles is still not within my reach.... *meep* .... so im still considering the idea....

peanuts

lmao... that is *so* me...